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January 03 a new year!WOW, its 2009. I've been out of school for a year now. Doesn't time just fly by? I'm really excited for 2009- I pray for new glorious experiences. I really don't have too much to express or say. I just feel blessed to see another year. Alright.
happy new year everyone!
September 29 wowIsn't it amazing...the people that God can put in your life. At times....you never expected to be surprised and overwhelmed. The times, you thought you knew it all...had it all...that you were happy...only because you had masked your deep hurting pain. Then suddenly a friendly, passionate, and open conversation could reveal things to you that you never thought you had. Or things that you had...but never wanted to admit you had. The beauty of God ....the beauty of people. I'm completely amazed!
 September 16 wellSeptember- (all my thoughts have gone)- maybe that means its time for me to go to bed! lol. Well, Goodnight all and all goodnight July 01 its julyIt has passed a couple of months. This has been a great year of awaking for me thus far. I'm finding so much depth in the simplistic things of life. Especially, things that I thought i knew concerning the Word of God- Well, lets say...I'm being humbled and comforted! For example, worrying-anxiety.! I kinda laughed to myself while reading the first chapter of James. "James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ, to the twelve tribes which are scattered abroad, greeting. My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; 3Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. 4But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. 5If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. 6But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed."
Soon as I read these first couple of scriptures i was reminded of Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let you request be made known unto God. 7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Well, right now, I'm going through a transition- reformation to be exact. Consequently, I've been allowing the weight of the world to creep in...which causes doubt, stress, anxiety. Why? Well, because I've been trying to do everything in my own strength...trying to control and alter various circumstances, nor was i focused on God, i was focus on me... Which, to make matters worse, While making my supplications known unto God by prayer...I was hit with the revelation that I was doubting the therefore, while praying I had much doubt in my heart. Praying and them praying them out!
So, you see, I laughed, joy filled my heart...that we do serve an Awesome God that he would give me wisdom and understanding to see my sins and repent and to furthermore, get back into communion with him.
The carnality of this world wants us to focus and drink the poisons of this world such as doubt, gloom, anxiety, and worry. RARELY, do we ever consider those as SINS!!!.....YES, I SAID SINS! (phillippians 4:6- BE CAREFUL FOR NOTHING) another example Mateo 6: 31-34 31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? 32(For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. 33But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. 34 TAKE THEREFORE NO THOUGHT for the morrow; for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
Know, I'm not saying not to plan nor be lazy<--(which is also SIN) However, when you are consumed of the things of tomorrow that you can not enjoy the present...or not just tomorrow...for me it was the future. That the things of tomorrow or 5+ years down the road...you had better get in right standing with the Lord... (Proverbs 29:23 A man's pride shall bring him low: but honour shall uphold the humble in spirit. Is imperative that we increase our prayer lives. As Paul said, in everything through prayer and supplication WITH Thanksgiving...Thanking him for the things that he is doing in our lives that we do see and sometimes not! Do not allow the weight of this world to get you down...instead count it on joy..knowing that it is a test of your faith to be diligent and prevail.
I pray the the Lord will awaken us all to the Understanding and Revelation of the fruits of the spirit which are LOVE, JOY, PEACE, lONGSUFFERING, GENTLENESS, GOODNESS, FAITH, MEEKNESS and TEMPERANCE!! (Gálatas/galations 5:22-23) Cuando tengo más tiempo me voy a escribir en espanol! Muchas bendiciones! God bless you all!
February 22 (speechless)I'm not a fan of the winter season, especially this year since my hometown is covered in snow. However, despite my biases, the Lord captivated me. Something, that I normally do not enjoy- became one of the most beautiful days. God allowed me to see his beauty in an entirely different way, the sparkles from the snow flakes reflecting the brillant light given by the sun, the crystal clear ice dripping of the roofs of houses, and the cool breeze that gently kissed my cheek,- I was completely romanced today. Not only was I romanced, but I learned a great deal. Those that desire to follow after the one and only Christ Jesus must go through a great cleansing process. So, that we may be pure and clean; as the snow flakes reflect the light of the snow, that we may reflect the light of our father, Jesus Christ. Usually, if we do not like something, we immediately write it off. This often prohibits us in various other ways, and shortens as well as limits our perspective. Most assume just because we do not like something others must adhere and do the same- these people that usually adhere to these limitations are our so called "friends". feeding each other with the same old bull- increasing our egos, when a true friend would show you a new perspective, show you beauty hidden waiting for a chance to break free, a friend would keep you their friend and tell you when you're going astray- not push into the wilderness. See, thats what I learned today. God was being such a great friend- showing me a new prespective a new angle, which was so lovely. I'm not saying I'm in love with winter...but I must admit it can be so beautiful! January 17 WhoaIts 2008 and I'm learning a heck of alot! OH my goodness! I've graduated from my undergraduate studies, its been a little more than a month. I don't know whats been going on tho, I guess, that people's true colors are coming out. WOW. I mean WOW! The funny thing about my experiences is that I'm encountering the most issues in the MOST unlikely places. God must be really teaching me something. Molding me up in areas that are so-so in my life. I'M telling you, I pray that whatever it is that my LORD is trying to teach me that I get a grasp of it real soon. I pray that I come out of this as an overcomer yet well rooted in humility. Something that I and everyone can never stop improving and obtaining. I have nothing much more to say, but I pray that everyone is spending time, their personal time, with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ- The author and finisher of our faith. I don't know about everyone else, but I find myself in desperate need of JEsus Christ in my life for I know and realize that I am nothing without him and i can not do anything with out his help....nor do I want to. God bless you all. Many blessings!
Hola, todos de mis amigos en Chile. Espero que todo esta re bien con uds. un milion de besitos! ;) Muchas bendiciones. October 27 YUPYES, JESUS IS VERY MUCH ALIVE!!!For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men, Teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly, in this present world; Looking for that blessed hope, and the glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ; Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works. These things speak, and exhort, and rebuke with all authority. Let no man despise thee. Titus 2:11-15 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. Romans 12:1-2I encourage everyone to seek God like never before! There is an urgent call for those that are after the heart of Jesus Christ, keeping his precepts and being Obedient!!
God bless you all! October 07 new set of eyesOver the past week as be difficult for me. I'm learning to let grow and let people make decisions for themselves even though, the majority of their decisions are wrong...its not for me to make those decision for them. Of course, i know that God has given us and even me Free Will. Ture I can do what I want to do. I can put my hand on a hot burning iron to test to see if its hot rather than listening to God, who already has told and shown me the consequences. MAn, I never knew how difficult it is to let go, Kinda like when a parent lets a child grow up to be an adult. I know it can not compare to Jesus Christ desiring us to have soo much more and do desire hit heart and his will. But, its been difficult and I don't know what I was thinking anyway. I'm definitely not God, and it God can't get these people to want him what makes me think I can help a person to get to him.
Like I said, its been very difficult but I'm learning. However, during this time...its been so burdensome... crying for those that are lost, those wrapped in deception, those that don't even want to repent and change from their evil ways. Those that would rather nail Jesus on the Cross than to thank him and love him for everything he's done.
I could go on and on about just what God has revealed to me this week. The problem is, even if I did reveal it...many would not even understand because they choose not to understand. However, i ask the God would open up the eyes of his saints so that they may increase and develop their relationship with Christ Jesus, always striving for more and never being comfortable. God bless each and everyone! June 29 ....ITs about, 12:26am and I'm just thinking about my day. IT was the last day of class. However, on my way to class, I felt a spiritual shift, and shift in which God would like to reveal something to me, an unknown mystery. I felt authentic, fake, like I did not belong to this world. Now, this hasn't been the first time that I've felt this way, but duration was much longer than usual. I don't know if my spirit was being pulled from my flesh or what it was. Even now, I feel like I'm on a mission, that my life is a mission. I know that God has sent me here for a reason, but I don't know in what kinda manner, I feel as though something in the spiritual realm is just going to open. MAN, how I desire to be put in the cliff of a rock to see the Glory of the God pass. MAN, what a sight to behold. Right? Something is defintiely differnet, different indeed. hmm...LORD HAVE YOUR WAY!!  June 09 trialsMan, being here in Chile, has been an experience. An experience has and continues mold me into the person that I've always wanted, because the experience is Jesus. I met Jesus in a more profound, romantic, and captivating way. Its been great! Man, talk about taking your breath away....shoot, Jesus has taken me away. I feel so much more....like I'm coming out of the gray area into the light... of understand, me...Who God created me to be. Since, before I was created in my mother womb he knew me.....but I didn't know me...and i still don't...but I know I'm getting closer and its been so lovely. I never felt so special. I mean shoot, to hear the voice of God say " I Love YOU" man......(speechless) better than my favorite chocolate cake! I pray that this hunger and thrist for God become contagious....that man, people will see the light of Jesus...and fall smack down on their faces and praise the Lord for HE IS WORTHY TO BE PRAISE!
JESUS LOVES YOU ALL!!!! April 24 CHileHey, really long time no write on this blog! Well, I'm in chile now. I've been here for about 2 months and things are going pretty well.
I'm definitely learning alot about myself and the world around me. Its amazing...because I do not feel like I'm in another country- more like another city! Knowing that their are people that live around the world..its pretty interesting. Of course, I know there are people in different places in the world...but it never really hits until you visit another country! IT makes me thing about people in poverty or people in countries that go to school, while their homes are being bombed! I mean shoot, it seems so far...when we are in the comfort of our own homes! but when we actually witness the poverty first had or witness the bombings first had we have NO IDEA! So many people, do not understand how blessed they are to have a warm house, bed, family, food to eat! Things that we often take for granted! I have the priviledge to visit families that barely have enough to feed themselves! I say priviledge because, It was truely a blessing to dine with them. They feed me first like I was part of their family...and they did not even know me! I will never forget these experiences and I hope to have many many more here! JESUS LOVES YOU!! AND GOD BLESS!!!  January 01 2007But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in Heaven forgive your trespasses. - Mark 11:26
Well, its 2007 and new year a fresh beginning. Let do it right!!
November 05 Jesus CriesThe body of Christ has become so stagnant, unable to bear fruit, and has fallen subject to our own fleshly desires. We failed to understand that we also worship God with our lifestyles. EACH DAY we are sending up offerings of pollution to God, which smells of rotting flesh. Have we not any love for our LORD? Wake up body of Christ. Refusing to deny self, we fail to understand and obey the teachings of our Savior Jesus Christ. Galatians, 5:14 says for all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. John 13:34 A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. If we knew this, we would also understand our actions not only influence us, but others and their relationship with God. WE should be higher...there is so much more required of us! Not only have we slandered each other, but we have also created artificial levels of spirituality. HOW FOOLISH OF US! HOW DISCUSTING- makes me want to vomit! HOW DARE US! HOW DARE WE PUT SELF ABOVE/BEFORE GOD! HOW DARE WE SPIT ON JESUS! We fail to comprehend that it is a HONOR and GIFT to enter into the kingdom of heaven or even be in God’s presence. Jesus paid a much greater price for our lives. Yet we bombard God's presence with foolishness! WOE TO US! WOE!! I am so frustrated with our lifestyles. Yet Jesus has his hand extended toward us. Not to mention, we think that our carnal knowledge gathered from our feeble and insignificant minds can size up God! WHAT ARE WE THINKING- I guess we are NOT!? The angels continuous praise and adore God and they never cease to say “Holy, Holy, Holy, is the lord God almighty! Here- we are just CAUGHT UP in the World. Jesus said in John 12:25 He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! I pray that our hearts may be enlightened so that we may have a better understanding of God and follow God’s commandments! MAN...I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo ANGRY!!!! October 27 choicesWhen did the Commandments and the teachings of Jesus Christ have double meanings. When are christians allowed to submit to the world and do things not of GOD. NO!!! NO!!! NO!! As the body of Christ, its important that we stand firm on the word. NO excuses. Stop using excuses and searching for deep meanings that do NOT line up with the word of God. Sure, you say God knows your heart! YEP...he knows that you choose to put your own lust before his pure and perfect love. ARE WE THAT SELFISH AND PRIDEFUL! IF Jesus, told us to take up arms and go with him...would we go...or be like "Jesus, i'm sorry cause I got a job, school, and I just don't know" - OR will say "YES- Where you go Jesus- I will also go" ? I mean, I was just thinking about the Last supper and the conversation between Peter and Jesus. In Matthew 26: 33-35 33Peter answered and said unto him, Though all men shall be offended because of thee, yet will I never be offended. 34Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, That this night, before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. 35Peter said unto him, Though I should die with thee, yet will I not deny thee. Likewise also said all the disciples. Now, I mean Peter was a man thats Loved Jesus with all his heart, even rested his head on Jesus' Chest, I mean they were CLOSE. Can you imagine how he musta felt when the crow crowed three times??
The beautiful part about it is That JESUS KNOWS THAT WE ARE NOT PERFECT and even the though the disciples denied Jesus, Jesus Continued to love them. Jesus even sent the Holy spirit. Matthew 28:18-20 18And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. 19Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: 20Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
JESUS loves us just the same, but its so important that if we know wrong, that we do right. EXCUSES ARE NOT NEEDED. Everyday life is full of choices Everyday!!! What's your choice? October 09 its been a long timeWell, Its been a little while since I've written. God has been so awesome. The theme of these past few months have been....denying self, idols, and intimacy with God. I've realized more than every the importance of killing the flesh. There are so many people in the world that want to glorify themselves. its horrible- because the self-glofication is not of GOD. When people do this prideful act, they often create idols, idols of themselves. The First commandment is...NOT having any other gods before the one and ONLY GOD! In addition, people that are so prideful are unable to listen and humble themsleves to God.
I consider "Pride or self-worship” the manfestation of all sins- because its exacty what Satan wants to install in all of us. INSTEAD of mediating of our Wonderful Counselor and Precious REDEEMER. Idols of self are created- therefore denying Jesus from entering our heart. We become void & unable to be filled with the Holy Spirit. In addition, becoming blind and deaf unable to KNOW truth from a lie. Having this inability of knowing the truth…we have also created an inability to know Jesus Christ-the WAY, the Truth & the LIFE. If we can not submit ourselves to Jesus now, what makes us think we have passage to Heaven. Revelations reveals parts of Heaven, how the creatures continously declare in heaven "Holy Holy Holy, is the LORD GOD ALMIGHTY"! THIS IS SO CRITICAL! We must be able to submit our everything to our Father. God is calling out to us he wants us to know him on a new profound level~ more than ever it IS time for the Body of Christ to be bold and firm. WRONG IS WRONG. Lets not be timid!!
I love you all! GOD bless you! September 14 -thoughtsGOD has really been working with me as well as showing me various things. You know, i was looking through the bible...and a scripture just popped in my head. (Jeremiah 1:5) Jeremiah recieves a word from the lord saying " Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out the womb I sanctiftied thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations" NOW HOW AWESOME IS THAT WORD. Many times, we become so self-righteous. Thinking is me, I did this, I I I I I! When its NOT!!! FACE IT...you can not make it on your own. It is by the grace of GOD that we wake up each morning, its by the grace of GOD that we have strength to make in through the day. Its by the grace of GOD that we exisit! SO, before, one gets arrogant...remember...it is not guaranteed that we will wake up tomorrow. So, humble yourselves and be ever so aware of the spirit of pride. {Proverbs 8:13- The fear of the LORD is to hate evil:pride arrogancy, and the evil way, and he froward mouth, do I hate} {1John 2:16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world}! God bless everyone!!
August 30 Stuck in the middleMAN, I dunno what I'm going through. But I seriously need to seek out GOD. I feel like I'm in a point of my life...where everything is so cloudy and i've been pulling and pulling and reaching and reaching towards the light. I can't get there....but I get so close sometimes. But I'm not quite there! WHY! August 27 Just living LifeWell, its been a little while since I've written something. I'm 21 years old now. This summer has been such a rollarcoaster ride. However, I was
forunate to meet a wonderful person. This person has taught me so much. I mean so much about myself...so much about living and for that I'm
truely blessed. GOD has been to me. I was able to get a well paying Job this summer that could last me a long time. I was also able to spend time with my family. I am just blessed. I know that nothing would be possible if it wasn't for GOD. I mean, Jesus dying on the cross for my sins and for me. So that I may have life more abundantly. GOD IS SO GREAT. I'm to the point in my life where I know that I can't be messing up too much. LORD I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITY TO WAKE UP EACH DAY..TO WALK, TALK, BREATHE IN NEW LIFE. FOR THIS I AM TRUELY GRATEFUL!! AMEN August 08 changeToday, i realized something that kinda hurt me. I'm always willing to help, but I never knew the intensity of someone that was unwilling to help themsleves until today. Sometimes people can be so dependent- and that dependency creates an idol. Once something happens they lose all self esteem and confidence. Sometimes even trust in themselves and love ones around them. Today, I just really needed GOD. I needed God to show me compassion and patience. As well as, give me the strength, and not to slap some Jesus into a person's head! LOL (i'm so serious!) I just really hurts me to see a person suffer. I mean dang,i never had to be a person to touch the fire to know it was hot. I've observed the journey of many people and learned. I just pray that the LORD speaks to the heart of many people that are unknowing, depressed, and alone. I Just pray that the LORD touches their heart in a way in which they have NEVER in their lives experience. I pray that the LORD does a mighty thing, and that he alone receives the GLORY. everyone show more compassion for one another. Encourage each other and pray for each other. Many young people today need love and guidence. GOD BLESS!!! August 06 summerI can't believe the summer is coming to an end! WHAT an experience, what a journey! So many emotions...good and bad. Disappointments, laughter, pain, anger! Basically every emotion-have I experienced this summer! Through all the ups and downs. MY GOD has been there! Supporting and loving me! WOW, life is really about living! I mean living...not just seizing the moment. Instead, its about who you share your time with, who do u give praise to, how u treat others, the interaction between, and the praise given to the LORD. I feel so blessed to have learned and grown from this summer! I mean shoot, I don't even know how to describe myself! I don't know how to put this into words. I mean I've grown to arguements with parents, relationship issues, meeting family, discovering friendship. TO even facing fears of the unknown, and dependence on GOD! I'm understanding more and more...how I want to influence people and my purpose for being here! I want to make my father in heaven proud! i want him to know me by name! well, i have no more to say...except GOD IS GREAT!!!!! |
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